TRUTH

I am a sexaholic, and I have caused great harm. I want everyone to know. I have always skirted around in my journal because of fear of what others my future generations will think of me. Well, future generations, here I am. I am also a liar and manipulator, I am selfish and egotistical, and many other negative things that I am ashamed of. However, I am working to my bones trying to change. I don't want to be the neglectful husband and father I have been, and I don't want to hate myself. I want to be genuinely happy and to make others genuinely happy. I want to be honest and genuine and open. Today I was selfish and tomorrow I will try better to not be that way. I want to do the things that will lead me to where I want to be and to be the person I want to be, so tomorrow I will try again.